by proxy

The light flickers
on off on off
but the one thing beside me
on my bed
is my lover
never to be my actual husband
he belongs to her name only
he belongs to me heart only
nothing more and nothing less
he might be beside me now
But he will never be mine
entirely
i will always be jealous
never to have hime for myself
I have to share with that thing that woman
but thats alright with me
because i have him  in bed
she has him only at the kitchen table
nothhing more and nothing less