Blue and green ocean

The color of the sea
turns green and blue
But forever and ever will my tears be transparent
You will never get to see them
And I will Always look back on your solice of me
I just wish you would look at me
but instead my tears track down my cheeks
To leave a trail on my face and pillow
My hiccups are heard throughout the house
But no one comes to my aid
All you do is yell and shout at me not to leave the house
My face is littered with abuse
And  yet no one comes to my aid
not even my mother who permeated me into this world
But all that happens is me on the floor crying
With bruises covering me head to toe
With no one else to turn to
I turn to the sky for help but no help comes
So im left alone with nothing to do but be the punching bag for my father
And be the one that begs my mom leave him
But instead I get more licks in from the one I loved the most
So my heart has been stabbed several times
So all im left with is a hollow body
And everyone around me turns into dust
With me left
With no where else to go
I let myself be free of everything including guilt
shame
hatred
and even sadness
so all thats left is a sack of bones for thosethat i once loved to hit.